So I really dislike arguing in general...especially with people who are too close minded to see anybody else's point of view but their own. and they come up with bogus rebuttles that make no sense what-so-ever and here you are looking like the dumb one because the only thought you can get through ur head is "What the fuck?" after they said it. so thats exactly what happened to me a half hour ago with my boyfriend's roommate. ugh sometimes i wish i could be meaner to people because sometimes the only way to reach people is to smack some sense into them (either physically or with wit...lol)

Destruction isn't evil my friend. It's a part of life. Doesn't matter if you don't believe that, the wheel turns without you.

yeah so roxanne got me into buffy which i now must track down episodes on the internet because reading the episode summaries arent enuff i hafta see!!! but im still totally devoted to sailor moon. me and roxanne hung out tonite with the only other Pagan that we know of on campus (everyone else seems to have graduated already) and shes really really chill. very open about personal details lol which neither of us expected but it made me feel more comfortable to share my own personal details.she also helped conversation flow which both of us were worried about because sometimes awkward silences cant be helped or saved from lol. it was fun to be a goofball on the first day u meet someone. usually i wait till the 2nd lol. she has her own set of beliefs and seemed interested in what me n roxanne practice it was awesome to talk about paganism with another person and get someone else's perspective.so far in college its only ever been me n roxanne and we love eachother dearly and we pretty much know what eachother's spirituality is about and i think she'll agree with me that it was nice to talk with a likeminded person but still someone who believes in things that are different from us. it also helps to know that im not the only one on campus who continues to live with a completely bitch roommate. i hope we get to hang out again before spring break but idk bc spring breaks around the corner. this friday actually. which is always awesome. ok...sailor moon time then sleep.

so for the past week or so i have been reliving my childhood glory days and have been watching the first season of Sailor Moon on youtube. hehe its so much fun. im on episode 32 in english and im waiting to finish the series before moving on to the japanese version. there are 40 episodes in the youma (first season..thats the general name for the monsters the scouts fight) season so im almost done!!!!  for a college student...i have no life...and i love it!!!! XD

ok now theres some bad news to my sailor moon watching....youtube has went under maitenence since 1AM this morning!!!!! =( im in withdrawal lol. 

so i thought high school drama shit ended after u graduate n move on to college ...turns out it really doesnt and i realized this months ago and im now really sick of it because i always find myself in the middle trying to make it better (and yes i do realize its not my job) i feel like tis the right thing to do nonetheless. it sucks when ur friends with friends who hate other friends and your in such close proximity with one another. we can't help but make the drama and help it escalate. i should have spoke up sooner but i too was extremely pissed off at this person that everybody else was mad at...and now i think (and have been told so) that no one cares to make amends anymore, that everything that could be done to save the friendship was tried and failed...its all just too late...

and yet i know im stupid enough to try to get things to work out anyway... 

we finally beat Eternal Darkness!! (that video game me n my boyfriend kevin have been addicted to.) hehehe it was soo awesome!! i loved when kev was fighting the final boss (a skeleton dude named Pious Augustus) that all the other characters from the different time periods came and instead of playing as Alex (the main character) you played as the others....everybody had a hand in helping defeat Pious and the evil. it was awesome! there was suppose to be a sequel...but apparently eternal darkness didnt sell as well as its designers hoped and it was never released....dammit....lol